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    Saturday, July 4th, 2009
    11:55 am
    Vinyl addiction
    I will never R.I.P until I own the following


    "Bop Boogie in the Dark" lp on goldband records reissue in 1985

    "Swampcats beat" also on goldband records

    and I just want to hear Freddie Fender and Israel Jones-Mummies Curse
    Tuesday, June 23rd, 2009
    6:14 pm
    Ghouls Night Out!
    Ah awesome show review and video of Ghouls Night Out-m all chick misfits cover band-
    Im barely in the video-Im the Little Jerry Only off to the right of Glen-ora

    http://rockertycoon.blogspot.com/
    Tuesday, May 12th, 2009
    5:44 pm
    get me offa it
    This girl put me on her email blast so EVERYday I get spiritual "tips" or unfunny jokes or my favorite-- advice on how to not get gang raped on your way home or warning against poisioned lipstick. The last 2 times I polietly asked to be taken off other peoples email blasts both times the person doing it got offended. I made it really nice also, I said email me anytime you want but keep it personal..if I want anti-rape advice I'll get it on my own when I see an email from a friend I expect "how are you" or "hi" more-so than "carry pepper spray".
    Maybe I should start mass emailing everyone I know without their permission every freakin day about whatever random thoughts or advice I have to offer. If you throw some cartoon balloons around it an maybe a rainbow with "namaste" at the end it seems you can say anything.
    Tuesday, May 5th, 2009
    7:02 pm
    I like this


    oooo and this
    Saturday, May 2nd, 2009
    3:06 pm
    dead
    an attractive blonde lady has come to kill me and Im so retarted I let her in to do it. omg shes ringing my buzzer. she rang downstairs and I buzzed her in because shes pretty nd I figured not a murderer now Im trying to lay low until the doorbell stops and its too late to confront the doorbell because Ive been waiting it out so whats my reason for not coming to the door like 5 minutes ago ahhhhh
    Friday, May 1st, 2009
    10:38 am
    boring boring
    The 80's people really piss me off. It just sucks that their the older ones who have their shit together enough to make a documentary about cbgbs and the east village. Its just like, you know what? Life did not stop when you guys turned 30 and stopped going out as much. There was a whole fucking scene and bands etc etc in the 90's. Even now suprise people still dress crazy go out and get fucked up and see live bands. Arr it makes me so mad!
    I am happy though that I got in punk magazine in the tribute to cbgbs issue, Im straight up rep. for the 90's in there. I love the Ramones, Blondie, Iggy etc etc but stuff happened after them and will continue to long after we are gone. Its like some kind of mad ego conrol freak delusional denial of the present. Things were only interesting in this one 5 year period when we were doing it and now NYC is dead. Boring Boring Im so sick of early punk being marketed over and over again.and over and over again. Over
    Monday, April 20th, 2009
    10:19 pm
    Love
    Men have sex with helicopters and Im worried about losing 5 pounds.
    The best relationship advice I am ever going to offer is this. Kill yourself, let your corpse rott into the ground. Flowers will grow...everybody loves flowers.
    Sunday, April 19th, 2009
    7:44 pm
    Public service announcement
    DO not fall asleep while watching a BBC special on men who only have sex with their cars. The dreams..my brain..ahhhhhhh..nooooo good.
    Friday, April 17th, 2009
    12:20 pm
    Ah so I was just watching muppet babies the star wars episode...I'm sure I could Google this and someone not me has gone way into this and has theories and whatnot but check it. Whats up with chicks in 80's cartoons. Theres only one, and shes insane. In muppet babies it could go either way, a sex obsessed pig or dominating outspoken woman who knows and gets what she wants.etc etc I'm too tired to get into it and kinda don't care enough.

    this is the baby i want



    this is a total half assed journal entry if ever i did see........
    Tuesday, April 14th, 2009
    11:26 am
    NYC
    At least NYC isnt Horrible L.A. in many many ways but bands dont have to pay to play and sell our own tickes here. BUTT Carries brother made a good point that it shouldnt be the bands responsibility to bring people, we're the hired entertainment the club should be in charge of that.
    Friday, April 3rd, 2009
    10:14 am
    gimmie gimmie caffiene
    Im going to drink a lot of tea, a lot of it. Im s sleepy lately and it feels like Im not doing anything. Like yesterday I cleaned my apartment and then it was 6pm. I hung out with a friend last night we were walking down greenwich ave and at the corner of 6th ave there was a basketball on the ground and he kicked it, it went into the street and immediately a truck ran over it..atomic explosion. Not a trace of any scraps left or anything. Anyway the big bang woke me up.

    edit update: The tea is making a big difference. I paid a bill online before gving up midway through because I didnt feel like waiting. Too bad Im a take it to the limit type because Id probably benefit from the a.d.d. ritalin solution.
    Monday, March 30th, 2009
    12:10 pm
    not of this earth
    everythings all fucked up today. my computer went suicide on me and full blown died. my stuffs all gone, files, songs I recorded, gone. Dead. Dead and gone. Deleted.
    im dressed weird and i dont feel like changing. spring is so uncomfortable I always feel like a hot monster mess in the new sunlight/heat. I really get it together by summer but Im not great at transition.
    i used to know this guy named Brian Nation. he's impossible to track down. He's really out there a total creative almost in the delusional realm..not grounded. I always felt crazy crazy after hanging with him because Im pretty easily swayed into other peoples realities. Anyway he made a film of me having a complete freak out in greenpoint in the of spring in 2002. I met up with him and I was wearing huge black platform boots black too tight stretch pants and a black button down shirt with the sleeves cut off and I felt like a sweaty butch lesbian frankenstein and I was jealous and resentful of the girls that seem to just throw on some flower dress and little heeled sandals and they go hang out in the park. Im not a hang out in the park kinda person, what do you do in there..sit on a bench and then what.
    I finished all my vocals on our new album which is awesome, its gonna be awhile before stuff gets done..artwork mixing etc. Im performing solo May 2nd at hanks in brooklyn and also I forgot the date Im preforming in a bathtub in some ladys apt at some art festival. there are songs I wrote that I practice when I take baths with the water running cause I sing loud and I get self conscious with the neighbors and now the songs sound weird without running water.
    Saturday, March 28th, 2009
    12:47 pm
    the creeps
    Normal people dont get annoyed by someone else and let it spiral out of control in their mind until the annoyance becomes an all consuming rage where you wish death and misery upon their entire extended family and friends. But thats normal for me...at least it doesnt last very long. My goal is to reach a point of being completely unaffected by other peoples problems/stupidity. Not robotic, just not personally assaulted. Unless we're together like BFF or you are Nico it shouldnt matter. I think it has everything to do with letting go of trying to control other people, like just let them suck ass and know it has nothing to do with me even if their directing their nonsence my way. Its so easy to understand it but when Im in the middle of it everything turns into one big hate festival. I get the adgjida!
    At the same time passive is the new aggressive. If someones doing something horrible and you call them on it you come across as a psychopath and the other person becomes a victim. I swear this is some kind of 2007 2008 2009 way of acting. It seems like at least here in NYC in the 90's it was ok to call someone out on their bullshit and stand up for yourself, it was cool even. I think some kind of hipster yoga waify indie mentality has creeped its way into everyday culture where its become crazy to have strong opinions. Maybe its just because NYC was rougher back then and we were all just trying to get home without confrontation.
    Im going to go record now-FIN
    Thursday, March 26th, 2009
    12:38 pm
    dunkin donuts
    I cant even write the funny, this was so freakin funny we were dying. It was late, dunkin donuts was open..nobody was there and there were no donuts..theres alotta photos like this and I was laughing so hard...




    Monday, March 23rd, 2009
    6:08 pm
    ha I used to walk around like this
    the red hair extensions I swiped from paulina rikks old girlfriend, the goggles 2 actually, I wore those ski goggles nonstop for almost 3 years. The make up stuff happened from watching 2 much liquid sky, after awhile it kinda transformed into a mexican wrestling mask. i have so few photos from this era. I used to get pissed off when people were staring at me. my colors havent changed much

    then



    now

    Wednesday, March 18th, 2009
    3:51 pm
    Tuesday, March 17th, 2009
    6:35 pm
    Monday, March 9th, 2009
    7:42 pm
    radiumhead got me thinking
    Im probably mentally ill also because all my fictional crushes are insane criminals or just mean

    1)Cillian Murphy as Dr. Jonathan Crane/The Scarecrow --only as his character not in other movies
    2)Jame Spader as Steff Mckee in Pretty in Pink
    3)The guy from Nekromantik who brings home a corpse to have sex with him and his girlfriend
    4)Ken King -Dexter-the baltimore footstomper from Polyester
    5)The Zodiac Killer. not fictional but I love his outfit.
    Friday, March 6th, 2009
    10:00 pm
    skate to hell
    Today I went to go hang out wih my friend Kenny at this theater he works at on bond street. Katrina Del Mar was shooting Hell on Wheels there ='s I was given a pair of roller skates and in the movie. I never skated before but I figured it out good enough. NO GUTS NO GLORY

    Tomorrow Im getting picked up at 7fucking30 a.m. to shoot for Zombie Hunters. I get to massively kill a lot of zombies with various weapons in a warehouse. This weekend is A+.
    Tuesday, March 3rd, 2009
    12:26 pm
    I have come to a conclusion. Nobody is happy without a problem. The people with the bigger problems are really happy beause they have problem clout-you think THATS a problem I have REAL problems here. People with big big problems become other peoples problems who dont realy have big problems so they have something to do ='s happy. The entire world is based on a problem.
    If you have no problems at all its guarenteed your body will compensate and fuck you up in one way or another, insomnia, back pain, headache, rotting teeth etc. Its in our chemical make up, our cells are problem driven. If everythings just ok why do anything at all.
    I am bored because my big big problems are pretty sorted out. Im well adjusted...for me at least. Probably not well adjusted in comparison to people who like, own companies or wake up early or whatever.
    Im not asking for any trouble but theres nothing like the rush of things being really messed up and having to sort it out. Its like a massive life distraction, finding a place to live, heartbreak, getting fired, disease...it almost more difficult to have an ok day.

    Oh I just wanted to add, its really easy for people to love you if youre 1)crazy 2)saturated with issues 3)dysfunctional and 4)extremely depressed. Expressing emotions through violence if youre female is a real crowd pleaser also, probably works in a guys favor in terms of getting sex.
    Alcoholism is not such a popularity winner but drug addiction is A+. Recovery from either one is not really appreciated.
    Nobody wants to deal with physical pain unless you have a cast or crutches, something to show for it.
    Lastly its best to be poor or at least act it but never cheap.
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